Hello blogworms ♥ Did you peeps miss me? Falala :D My blog song is hella cool and awesome that I need to listen to it everyday! The MV is like so great! I mean... Ji-yong darliingx iish shoo shuaii nurhzx! (...) Okay, I'm just being annoying here. So you may click on any of my links/close the darn webpage/simply type your own address on the bar OR, click here to watch the MV.
It's 5.30am now and I just woke up at 4.15am. Am so sick D: I didn't really blog yesterday, because: I'm too tired? Heh, lame excuse. Oh! Oh! Oh! CHENGSHENG WILL BE COMING BACK TONIGHT! ♥ Although he did not buy me my Patrick (*cries*), it's okay because Maureen is so-forever-forgiving. LOL.
Yesterday, I did not sleep again -_- Daddy went to his friend's house for lunch while Momma, Micmic and I went to Causeway Point. Momma bought me this top. Yayeeee! :D Here's the printing of the top:
All the l.o.v.e! :D Thank you Momma, if only you could see this... Anyway, Daddy came and we ate at MacDonald's. Went to Yew tee to collect the Shanghai photos for the project and... I spent the rest of the day sleeping and watching teebee.
If you're wondering why I woke up so early, the reason is: I slept at 9.15pm.
I wish we were in utopia, sitting on a ferris wheel that will never stop spinning. When we reach the top, I'll close my eyes and hear you sing endless rain till I fall asleep and never wake up again. I must be out of my mind.
You don't know and you'll never know... how hard it is to accept this... never mind. 나를 떠나 천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게...
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Hello yoooooooooo. I dreamt of Yoochun last night. HARHARHAR :D He must be really jealous because my blog is filled with Ji-yong instead of him! D: LOL :D
... Okay, Mrs.goh wants me to compose a rap for the Secondary 1 next year as soon as possible. And the person who's going to be rapping is Aaroson. Lol! Right, that's not the point. The point is, I do not know how to compose a rap. Tablo, Ji-yong, Eunhyuk please help me... T.T
edited} WTF? Apparently you are not thinking with your brain(s) and I do not like talking to people who don't use their brains when they have one. You are so disgusting and the sight of you and your atrocious face simply irks me. Even if I gather all the insulting words in the world in all the languages and bind them all up together, it's still not enough for me to describe how yucky I think you are. I don't want to sound so mean but you're seriously...
So the problem is Wormtail* (*real name not identify to keep the pride of that animal, and yes, Wormtail is from Harry Potter) is out-dated and is not getting the latest news on time. After 6 months (more than that actually) of ignoring me and pretending that I do not exist and also thinking that he is a guy worth for me to wait (like ahem?)... he now 'comes back to me' pathetically yet not very sincerely wants me to lurve (sorry, I am unable to type out "love" because it's such a shame for me to lurbb him) and care for him. I rather kill myself in a sand storm.
I kept hinting him that 'i-do-not-like/lurb him' but some how, that 'got-brain-don't-want-use' asshole still don't get it. I don't want to hurt his feelings or what-so-ever, (I'm not so mean). But...
Okay, so Wormtail asked me to give him some comments in Friendster, so fine. Then he wanted more and kept forcing me to write things that I don't mean at all. So he kept asking and asking more so I just kept writing ('cos I didn't thought much before). Great, I never meant what I said in those comments (I swear to all the different Gods), if those comments entertained him then so be it. I never thought he would took it seriously or what. So now his ex-girlfriend thought I meant what I said and said things like she'll give up and give me chances and all. ... I DO NOT NEED YOUR CHANCES. And sorry, no need for you (ex-gf) to say, "Wah, got girl like you" because I DO NOT LIKE HIM (or anything beyond that).
What an insult. So now Wormtail keeps pestering me and asking me stupid questions like "Who do you love?", "Who is YGBB?", "Who is Yoochun?"... And then sometimes he will say a lot of nonsense like "don't you need someone to care and love... I need..." and my answer will be "No." Like what the heck? Even if I need someone, that won't be Wormtail. Haha, perhaps he thought that I would say things like "Yes I need! I need you..." *pukes*. LOL :D:D
Okay, that's it. I hate you, no love :D {end!
First, you see a bunch of people screaming and another bunch of people playing some classical music. Next, you see this ultra lovely guy standing in the middle... suddenly he turns around and starts to sing and that's when you realise that your boyfriend sucks. LOL.
Hello y'all. I'm so tired that I can sleep for 2635.34 years and 3.36 seconds. I was late today, I woke up at 10.45am? ... Wtf lah. Imagine, I was already dying last night but still stayed up till 4am just to wait for you and now I have to wake up so super duper early. I'm going to be sick.
Okay, so I missed the bus (lol) and... was super late lah. I'm so sorry :D Ruisheng was even later. So anyway, did only English homework and the project. Pfft, go out with them always laugh like crazy. (...) Got to do the project now! ...
Hello. I'm damn tired. Right, here are the credits for the blogskin.
Overall blogskin: Me Image: Me + Photoshop CS3 Extended + Image Ready Basecode: Me Music: Imeem.com Tagboard: Cbox.ws
That should be it. Comments are welcome, negative/positive :) Just do not, never ever, comment on Jiyong. Okokokokok? :D Ain't he adorable.
I bought my school books, but not all. I went with Mummy instead, she kept forcing me to eat... oh well. I swear I almost died at Lot one, super sleepy. And now, have to wait for Lele to come online. Hahaha! She sure very guilty. LOLS.
I'm so obsess with Kwon Ji Yong (G-Dragon) ♥. - Wtf. I'm really pissed, with myself (and some morons). Forget it.
G-DRAGON IS SO MUCH ♥ *pinches his cheeks* - Maureen, there's a big problem with you, even the best doctors can't cure you. I'm down with slight fever. And no, the cause is not because of the overwhelming hotness from G-dragon's smile or Yunho's dance. (lol) I know I have not been getting enough nutrients, (lols!) I eat too little during dinner and lunch, and eat too much chocolates. Sigh.
Was already sick yesterday, so I slept early :)
This, put me to sleep. Awww, I really love this! Because, it is 6:37 minutes (i think) long! ^^ Because my phone is sony ericsson, so I can't repeat songs, so the longer the song, the better it is so that I don't have to wake up to specially change the song back so often. By the way, I don't do stupid things like adding in the songs twice or more times, or creating a playlist with the same song one after another. LOLS, I know ChengSheng does that. :/
p/s: This song is really sad. Perhaps it's because of the disband thing. Am so affected because of the rumor/news that SM might disband TVXQ. Sucks.
Right... where was I? Oh yes. Slept early. I thought that would somehow cure my insomnia but no. 'Cause I woke up at 5.50am. *kills myself*
Did I mention that all the 5 fishes died? =__=''' D-A-M-N. It's because Sister had this stupid idea of placing the fishes together with Daddy & Mummy's fish. And Daddy & Mummy's ugly yellow fish went to attack our Dong Bang Fishes, it bit Changmin's one of the fish's head (violent). So we quickly took out the rest of the fishes but they died slowly. Probably because they had a huge shock of their fish life.
Sister: I want to cut the yellow fish's head halfway so that it knows how it feels like. Me: I just feel like removing it from the tank and step it to death. I feel like digging it's heart out. Sister: Eeeeeeee. Me: I cannot take it anymore, I need to cry. *walks away*
Oh heck.
Nicholas: Christmas is here, white snow you may say. A joyous occasion, fun if you may. A season of giving, toys gifts and books. But it's about the meaning, be it kings lords or crooks. Nicholas is my name, a santa i'm not. But I'll try, be happy, my friends, the happy lot. MERRY CHRISTMAS from me to you. =D
(He forced me to reply him)
Maureen: Snow flakes fall, sleigh bells call? T.T Santa clause, slipped and fall! My name is Maureen, peom-composer I'm not. But whatever it is, Merry Christmas!
^.^ Counting down: 4 more days till ChengSheng comes back. Not going to count down till school reopens. I've done that for about 10 years already. You see ChengSheng, 姐姐/师父 so good to you, still type in orange font :D Lols!
Okay. I'm really bored now. Buying school books later. I hope.
Hello lovablesss. Happy 4th anniversary to my 5 dearest boys again! I love you all to bits. Their new Japanese single's coming up on Jan... 8th? Purple line. Aw, love. And so is their new album! ♥
Urmmmm. I've got insomnia! *Runs out of bedroom and cries* I slept at 8am just now. And I just woke up not long ago. Sister cooked spaghetti for me & her friends. Darn the ucler.
I chat with Brother En (*ChongEn) this morning till 4.50am eh! And I'm chatting with him now. Hah. He sang songs for me ^.^ He sang 听妈妈的话 and I laughed till I almost fell off my seat. Too bad he doesn't know how to sing 我不配. Anyone knows how to sing it? I really want to hear someone (else other than Jay Chou) sing it to/for me laaaaaaaaaa T.T...
Oh well. I'm so troubled now. ME HAVE NO BUY ME SCHOOL BOOKS. *slaps myself*
I did some quiz.
"You got YooChun (micky)-Oppa! he's very responsible, cute, and somewhat negitive about himself, but he's had LOTS of girlfriends and none have worked out very well, so you must be the one!
your dream date: YooChun invited you to his house for a stay-home date, once you were there, he lead you to his backyard, and.....let's say he made a real effort! he had a bunch of candles lit and a piano with and a ready-to-play piece (with lyrics) he wrote for you! "
Who is your DBSK best friend, husband, lover, boyfriend and brother? Name : Maureen Kong DOB : 21/12/1992 Favourite Color : Pearl red, Sapphire Blue Best Friend: Yoochun Brother: Yunho Lover: Junsu Boyfriend: Yoochun Husband: Yoochun
You see, we're fated. - Whats the problem with you. Stop, copying everything I do. I'm not your friend (please bear in mind this), so don't act like I'm your very-close-friend because I'm so not! I know, you're unpopular, then that's just too bad! You don't have to go around pretending that I'm your good friend like that. Your character simply sucks, no wonder you're unpopular.
DONG BANG SHIN KI! ♥ 동방신기 화이팅! It has been more than 1 and a half year since I've support them. And I know I'll always hold a red balloon for the rest of my life. They have always surprise me with their adorable laughter, amazing dance, wonderful songs, pleasant characters and dorky actions. I hope they'll be as successful as they are now in the future. And I'll always support them no matter what happens :)
"Love is patient, love is hope, love always persevere." ♥ My Jesus I love Thee, I know thou art mine; for Thee all the follies of sin I resign; my gracious redeemer, my saviour art thou; if ever I loved Thee, my Jesus 'tis now. - Hello. I just came back from... Toa Payoh Methodist church! I-had-fun-there :D Okay, so anyway, the only thing I don't like is, they all speak in Chinese, sing in Chinese, everything (including the bible) is in Chinese. !#$ 我知道全世界在说中国话... but... ! I shall forgive them since it's X'mas.
So anyway, we played this game called "pass-the-present". That is... we pass the presents till the music stops and the person holding the present will have to go up on stage. HAHA! Freaking hell fun and far-naye! 'Cos no one wants to get the present you see, so it's like passing some kind of bomb. This old woman at the back was like so stupid lah! She was so afraid then... (lols), you should have seen her face! :D I almost got the present, but luckily I threw it to the guy beside me. LOLS. ^^ Laughed like mad.
Okay, hahaha. Watched some performance, sang songs, prayed and so on. After that, we went for dinner! (favourite). No pictures of the dishes because I was busy eating. We had steam prawns with mayonnaise, spring roll, shark fin's soup, abalone, chicken with herbs, duck and tofu, fish, some kind of rice, yam and prawns + mushroom, some jelly dessert. ^.^
At homeeeeeeeeeee :D
Don't look like me.
We took this because of the lighting.
Dinnerrrrrrrr! :D
Hehhhhh -.- - Someone told me that letting go is a learning process...
♥ Stop bothering him, go love someone else. Chunnie is mine, and that is forever. Okokok? :D Teehee.
Hello peeps. Deleted the image (count yourself lucky if you saw it). Because my blog looks super messy right now with all these pictures, videos and so on. Shall post it when my blog is... not-so-messy.
Pissed off. First, I'm tired of my blogskin layout because I feel that the words are too small and it won't look good if I change the font size. Second, I want a TVXQ blogskin so badly. Third, it's difficult to find a suitable TVXQ image for my blog because all of the pictures looks equally hawt. Fourth, blogskins.com have very little pretty blogskins. Lame shit.
I + hate + irritating + stupid + thick-skin + people.
edited} I'm so annoyed. I-am-15-years-old-not-5-years-old. Plus, I ain't dumb.
p/s: Yunho is darn hot and I love himmore than I love you. TVXQ, Super Junior, Big Bang, Se7en, Epik High, BoA, Fly to the sky, Kim Jeong Hoon, Han Ga In, M.Street, I the Tri top's, Park Bom, Kim Ji Eun is love.
This is so much l.o.v.e !♥ (edited) Dongbang's new Japanese single, Together. And I got the whole album songs already! ^.^ Euhahahaha! I'm super duper happpppppy! And the 'Kid's Chorus Version' is soooo cuteeeeee! *hugs TVXQ* I love love love love loveeee the song! HAHAHA!
...YAY!
I just found something. ... FREAKING CUTE LARH!!!!♥ GAHHH!!#$%^~ Yoochun and Changmin :D:D:D *Hugs Yoochun & Changmin* HAHAHA. -
I want to hold you - TVXQ ♥ :)
You got to watch the whole thang :D I don't care. LOL. Kidding. You can choose not to watch, you know, they're so adorable that you might start falling in love with them. -
Kay. I'm done :D I only slept for 1 hour today.
We went to Sunshine Place, then to Farmart, then to Limbang. We bought this little pretty fish tank and 5 fishes (Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin) ^^!
Go ahead, say "hello" back to them! :D LOLS.
I realised something when we went back home to bring these little "Dong Bang Fishes" (pwahahaha!) to their new home...
"Evergreen", Dongbang's song in SM town's Winter album! This is so... ♥ !
:D:D:D:D:D:D
Mood's kinda down today, but oh well! Db & Suju kicks (BBT) ass.
You are forbid to laugh at any of the content below. ♥ I trust your level of knowledge that you are able to understand the above sentence. However, if your level of knowledge is within a teaspoon, kindly leave now.
:D I was just joking lah! LOL. Pictures and Videos from yesterday. Not all though, blame me for my laziness. Heh, captions are in pink. Comments are in blue.
Chicken Bolognese(?) @ Cafe Cartel. Great, but I prefer Pasta Mania's. This thing has got like no chicken at all.
Oreo Milkshake. ^^ Extremely expensive and tasty (SGD6.60).
My little birthday cake. I told you it was small. Hah, I have not eaten it.
With the candle. I'm not ten-years-old, neither am I one-years-old. It's just that the cake is too small. Common sense will tell you that, cost about SGD2 plus only.
-_-
Some... crazy girl playing the piano. Do you know her? I don't know. The song's from Secret. You know, the movie. Blah. Stop laughing if you are. It's difficult okayyyyyyyyy~.
Sister playing "Secret". Be jealous of her, be very very jealous. - ...I wonder when will my neighbours learn that Mrs.Rubbish and Mr.Dustbin goes together. If you forgot, let me freshen up your memory.
I took this like quite-some-time-ago. Blahhhhh! Morons. Dirty morons I mean :/ - It's 9.33pm right now. I woke up at 7pm... Last night, Sister's friends came over for a 'movie marathon'. In the end, all of them slept except me, didn't even finish one movie. (...) We watched that very exciting Harry Potter, how can they sleep?! !#$ Oh well. Voldetmore's back! So beware people. HAHAHA. He can just kill you with a flick of his stick/branch! ...Wand I mean.
My parents went to book a chalet on the 9th Feb - 11th Feb (i think, so no school for me on the 11th!) to distress. So yeah, I don't know if I want you guys to come over 'cause, I also want to distress... -_-
I'm so hungry, shall go get some chocolates to eat! :D HAHAH.
Oh yes, before I forgot. Thanks for the belated birthday wishes! Still appreciated.
♥ 8AM. AHHHHHHH!!!!!! THE LOVEEEEEEE!!! ^^ GUESS WHAT? SUPER JUNIOR'S DON DON MV IS ON MTV NOW!! GAHHH!!!!! EUNHYUK!! SUNGMIN! KIBUMMIE! HANKYUNG!! LEETEUK...! HENRY!!!!!! HEECHUL!$!%^#!!! AHHHH! ^^! WHY AM I SO LUCKY HUH?!!
(crazy fan girl)
Heh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! One year older, one year smarter. I'm officially 15-years-old! So think twice before you try/say anything stupid because, you wouldn't want a piece of me!... Pardon me for my lame-ness. I'm just really happy today :) And here's why:
Because you people are so sweet in every single way!♥
Thanks for all the special birthday greetings! I love you all, very very much :D:D I really appreciate all those smses, I'm glad to have friends like y'all. Muackkkkkksxzx! :D I know you all love me too. Well, everyone does. HAHAHA.
Ashley's sms touched me the most! :D:D "[inserts picture of me eating an ice-cream] TO. 亲爱的MIQI妹妹 aka MrsMICKY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE PHOTO OF YOU EATING ICECREAM. Haha. Mus 珍惜 this photo.n i will try my very best 2 giv you ur present as soon as i am done wif it. anw a ghost jus said 'HappyB'dae~~" =P. [inserts recording of her, saying "happy birthday" in a creepy way]"
HAHAHA. A lot of effort huh! Unlike Jiahao's sms! - "Happy birthday. May Yoo prosper! Cheers."... Wth. LOL. I'm so going to get killed. Heh. Nicholas birthday greeting was rather special too...- "A light above, it shines so bright. A happy day, happy sight. You wishes me once, i was happy, i sword i danced. So now is my turn, it's time to make you learn, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, You finally grew xD happy birthday". ^^
[!] That Japanese boyband, NEWS is super shuai lor! Their songs are nice too! ^^ Arghs, there's this guy which looks freaking cute! Well, although they look kinda fake. You know, not-as-good-as-the-dong-bang-shin-ki. But at least they're better than LOLLIPOP (that childish & lame Taiwan boyband). Hah. No offence, but they can't even sing/dance properly. Hais, still, the dong bang shin ki rules. [/!]
4.17PM: I just woke up. (that explains why I did not reply all of you in MSN/SMS). Heh. I'm so sorry, I was just being lazy but fear not! 'Cos I still appreciate the greetings. Hahahassss.
6.30PM: I just woke up again. In other words, I slept again lah. (=.=) Me and my family went to BP for dinner @ Cafe Cartel. Yay. Good food = Happy Maureen. LOL. I forced my parents to buy me a little cake because #1, I don't like eating cakes and #2, I want to blow some candles to make a wish... nono, I made two wishes actually.
(This post is super long hor?)...
The list of people who loves me more than you do! ^^ Daddy, Mummy, Sister, Ashley, ChengSheng, Jiahao, B.Huimin, Yanlin, Ernie, M.Huimin, Chongen, Euray, Kianhao, Nicholas, Weiting, Mansi, Audrey, Germin, Teoqi, Dexter, Lexin, Hweekeng, Jieyang, Clement, Geri, Alvin (I), Alvin (II), Mahikhon, Issac, Joshua, Stephanie, Fiona, Jielun, Aunt from England, RuiSheng, Tin, Xiaohao, Siewyi, Priscilla, blah blah...
p/s: I'm sorry if I left out your name. I have a memory of a goldfish.
The time now is 12:06PM! My birthday is over. Yet... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIELUN! (sister's friend) :D
"Everything happen for a reason. Don't cry. No one is to blame.", I kept telling myself. It's hopeless. Everything is hopeless. There's nothing I can do now. I can't let go. I can't stop thinking. I can't stop crying. I hate seeing her name being there. Thanks for letting me know that you still care, it meant a lot to me. All these were done to make her happy. And to make me miserable. I hate her. Nonono, I hate seeing you with her.
p/s: if all these is just a bad dream, please, wake me up.
7:33am, I cried the whole morning. I still don't get it. You said you wouldn't do things to make me sad. But everything you do right now is killing me. I'm willing to fall sick, make myself suffer, bleed or starve myself if that is what it takes to make you care again. I don't want you to love her. So can I collaspe now since you're no longer here?
Even if I turn a thousand times, it's always you.. ♥
this-is-so-much-l-o-v-e. 영원한 사랑! ^^; - Chinese supplementary today. Skipped. Because...
I did not sleep the whole entire night again. And Sister woke up at 5.30am, so we stayed up all 'morning' until Mummy comes in. Yayee, breakfast together again :D Be jealous.
We went to MacDonald's as usual. Then Daddy & Mummy had to leave earlier for work. Duh, Sister and I saw LEELYNE HWANG! You probably don't know her because I only blogged about her in my private blog. She is Yew Tee MacDonald's Manager, the one who talked to us rudely when we ordered wrongly. !#$% Fat ass. Hahahahasssss.
We bought lunch and went home. Our air-con went mad. Eh, was suppose to accompany Sister to town but I fell asleep till... 4.00pm++++? Even Mummy came home already... So anyway, we received the parcel Aunt sent already! *jumps around with joy* and, tomorrow we'll go town together with Mummy! ^^ (means, more money). Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
...
On the 17/12.
^^ Today's!
17/12, Sister and I saw gary.
Leona lewis, Shayne ward and Harry Potter and the... order of Phoenix? :D
3 BOXES OF OUR FAV CHOCOLATE :D:D:D:D:D Mummy said one of the boxes belongs to her. "No lor, please check the package name, they wrote to Michelle and Maureen kong. Don't have your name!" :D
这感觉已经不对, 我努力在挽回 ♥ *awwwww*! I'll eat! I'll eat! :D:D:D !#$% :D If only this happens in real life, I'll melt in front of him. I ♥ Yoochun, 화이팅 믹키! 영원히... :D - LMAO. I have a weak heart, and you don't scare me with questions like that. If only I could laugh out loud in front of you... oh well, I don't wish to hurt you* (because I'm a kind-hearted girl). BUT, you're seriously freaking me out.
There are some things which will change and there are some things which won't. How I feel when I blog last time won't be the same as how I blog now. I've grown up. I'm not so naive to believe what you said already, I realised that everything you said in the past was bullshit. However, thanks for teaching me something that cannot to be taught in the classroom. You made me think that whatever guys say are bullshit. You made me lost trust in the person i love. Thanks so much, you bastard.
He said he love me. @_@. Then he wants me to say that I love him. @_@ times 2. HAHAHA, he must be out of his mind. He said he read my blog. He said he know how I feel. He said that it's okay and I can tell him in MSN 'cause he will be listening. @_@ times 3. Now he said he will love me forever. @_@ times 4. Oh, and he said "I know you really want to be with me one hor". @_@ times forever. ... I'm so evil.
This past experience seriously taught me so much. That boys can say they love someone else just after they broke up with their girlfriend(s). That they say things that they don't mean... Arghs. Should get this off my mind right now. - :D Three more days! credits to Yanlin. LOL, I didn't know it was so soon... Today is really boring, I woke up and watched MTV all the way till Mummy came home and started nagging at me because I skipped lunch and breakfast (the reason for the picture above).
Aunt from England's parcel arrived! :D:D:D:D But because I woke up so late, we had to collect it ourselves. Sorry lah sorry lah -.- Hah! Yayyyyyyy! :D I hope she sent our favourite chocolate (which cannot be found in small little Singapore)! I'm sooooo happy! :D Yayyyy!
ChengSheng said he bought a necklace for meeeeeeeee :D - Between the better ones and the lousy ones, people tend to choose the better ones right? Whether is it better in looks, in character, in quality, in colour, in shape... they'll always choose the better one, right? I mean, who in normal condition will pick the lousier one... ? - No one. So yeah, that explains why...
Holding back the tears ♥ I'm home! Like years ago... Hah. So I went to MacDonald's to do up my homeworks and start on the project with Weiting and RuiSheng. Lols, going out with Ruisheng wasn't as bad as I thought. He was effffin' humourous and lame (and so was Weiting). Kept laughing as if the whole of MacDonald's belongs to me grandpa. Yay, had fun.
RuiSheng treated me ice milo! :D Hahaha. We didn't do a lot today, because RuiSheng was crapping the whole way. Met Mummy at Yew Tee, and we went home together. :)
...Han Ga In is love! :D Big eyes, sharp nose, small mouth, tall and slim... !#$%^
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain
You and me together Through the days and nights
I don't worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel
I know some people search the world To find something like what we have I know people will try Try to divide Something so real So till the end of time I'm telling you that
No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you Oh oh oh... - I've got so much to tell you. I always wanted to tell you how you occupy me. I tried to find the most suitable word to describe how much you meant to me, but even 'infinity' can't describe how much you meant to me. When I say "I miss you so much", I meant so so soooo much more. When I talk, I say the wrong things that hurt you. When I shut-up, you thought that I've stop caring. I want you to know, that if one day I were to stop caring for you..., pigs will fly, the sky will fall, and the stars will go align with each other.
I want you to know that even if one day you found someone else, if you decided to leave, I promise that my love for you will never end. Even if I stop talking to you, even if I show you some dumbass attitude, even if I sound so cold to you, I want you to know that I'm still loving you like always. I don't want you to take me for granted, I want you to cherish me like how I'm cherishing you. If time is what you need, I'll give you time. I'll keep on giving, till I have nothing left. And I want you to know that I've never wanted you to leave and I never will. :)
I said that sweet talks are not important, because I know that's not the main point. And the main point is, I love you! ^^;; ♥ -
(: Yawns! I have not slept at all. I shall blog again once I come back okay?... Going to MacDonald's to suffer. T.T
Talk about the love that does not exist. I hate Chengsheng's cousins. A bunch of suckers. No one said 15 years old can't have their freedom of speech. Bodoh. Oh I guess they don't get what I'm speaking 'cos they are brainless morons who speaks in the most boring language - Chinese. Chengsheng, you are lucky 'cos you live in Singapore. Unlike that bunch of villagers-like cousins of yours.
You know what? They started using ChengSheng's handphone to SMS me some lame shit Chinese messages scolding me and well, making a big fool out of themselves. Why? Malaysia no IMH to capture crazy clowns? Hah, no thanks for the entertainment yeah, idiots.
They said I've got no respect for them (cause they are elder). Well I don't give respect to wild animals, especially those who don't use their brains. I hope they'll think before they speak, because they are speaking to ME. Yawns, the Earth would be so peaceful without these creatures.
Damn. 1st, Chengsheng is offline because his fuck-face-cousin wants to use the computer. 2nd, his ill-mannered animal-liked cousins sent all those weird messages? Give me a break and get lost. I've got my own lovely entertainment here in Singapore. I don't need any villagers from Malaysia to entertain me. Freaks.
Everything sucks today. Some annoying assholes came and talk cock to me, another sucker came and kept asking for my Friendster. Like excuse me, ownself find lah, stupid.
Hello cutie pies, rotten pies and hmm, apple pies? @_@ I didn't know I was sooooooooo lame. Blah. I woke up at 4.30pm today, great. I've got nothing more to blog about my life. Project & homework tomorrow, damn.
Yawns. 羅志祥 simply turns me off. Sorry about that y'all 羅志祥 fans, no offence. It's not his fault that I dislike him, blame it on myself for knowing perfect-looking-singing-and-dancing-dong-bang-shin-ki. LOL. Not to mention, the way they laugh looks perfect too! Do you know how much 羅志祥's cd cost??! - $18.90 (more or less around there lah). And TVXQ's FITB Concert dvd cost $59.90! I know, "Aiya, TVXQ Concert mah, say Concert already!". Yes yes yes, BUT, are you confident to say that 羅志祥's concert dvd will cost up to $59.90? No! HAHAHA. No offence. TVXQ hwaiting!
Okay lah, to prevent any conflict between me & any 羅志祥 fans. Let me say something pleasant about him. He is rather good-looking and have a sense of humour. Finish! :)
... John Hoon was on television just now! *love love love*
I'm back! And I'm super sleepy. Okay, so anyway, went to Aunt's house to celebrate X'mas. We ate dinner and log cake, sang X'mas songs and non-X'mas songs, played with Jean's costume, drank liquors and fruit juice. Oh, not forgetting the exchange gifts part.
I'm too tired to continue typing.
This is Hitachi(?) from Naruto, and I took a picture with him! . . .
Micky Yoochun belongs to ME ME ME! My sis said she's starting to fall in love with Yoochunie (because of the overwhelming cute pictures of Micky in my phone). Pffft. HE IS MINE! *bites*
I've received the Good Progress Award today! Super duper juper buper tuper huper shocked! I'm $150 richer! Me + Good Progress Award + In Secondary School = Possible! Hah, I always thought that I'll never get that award again. Oh well. Yayyyyyyyyyy~ My hard work paid off!
My mood was ruin by Cheong Cheng Sheng! He said he will be back on the 30/31 December instead. *flies to Malaysia and stabs him*! First he said 24th, then 26th night, and now 30/31st?! Pig pig pig pig pig! Hahahaha. I hope he sees this. Chengsheng, please feel guilty for bluff-ing me! Hmph!
Shall update once I'm back :) Going to Aunt's house for a Christmas party!
Hello stranger. How obvious can it be - I've opened my blog again. BUT I'll be still be blogging at my private blog (only 4 lucky people knows the link!). Shall not blog much here since outsiders and unwanted assholes are able to see this crap.
Haha, ask me for my private blog if you want to :) But I don't entertain morons.
Okay. Yoochun is love! I have 24653785 pictures of him in my phone. Aw. ♥ the Park Yoochun, yo. - You + her = love, You + me = friends.
I feel so fucking dead. I hate being awake. I hope I could sleep for the rest of my life, not caring, not bothering about everything that is happening right now. Because whenever I care, I say the wrong thing, because every time I say how I feel, I hurt people. And the worse thing is that I can't stop myself from caring. I always had to suppress all my feelings in me, I always had to act like nothing really happened the next day. Every time I feel like telling you how I feel, I hold back my words. Because I care for you more than myself, and you really thought that I'm living happily. Maybe I should just shut-up, and pretend that I happy with all I've got right now. I hope I'll be able to get back to sleep now.
Everything happen for a reason... 미안해, 내사랑. 내게 이렇게 스며들고 있었다는 걸 몰랐었어. 그댄 나의 전부, 나 맹세할게요. Reunion is love. Having a conference conversation in MSN with Dacy & Zhiyan, too bad Edwin's not here. Haha, Dacy & Zhiyan are not so close anymore, the only thing Dacy asked was "Why is the sky so blue?" - Stupid. They're more close to me personally because, I'm such a kind & friendly person. Hor? I know I am, don't deny you pig. Both of them are so cute ^^
Ignorance is bliss. I don't know what's going to happen after this, neither do I know what is happening now. Maybe it's a good thing.
What the chicken dog hen and duck. Looks looks and more looks. So what if human beings are born ugly? That does not mean that they (me as well, lols) don't deserve any love. Well you pretty/handsome beings that rejected someone because of their looks are the ugly ones. I bet your heart's not even black, cause you don't even have a heart. Yah right, fancy going around telling people that "no, I don't go for the looks, the character more important, the inside more important than the outside"? Haha, hey you sure know how to crack a funny little joke yeah? Are you feeling guilty? Well for those who are, then that's just oh-so-great because you're one of those beast.
Do you know why I'm saying all these? Because this bastard totally turn me off with his irksome character. "Wah so chio, sure got a lot of people jio?", "Entertain me? How about webcam? *proceed on to clicking the bloody webcam*", "Lets meet up some day!", "blog-hopping? so cute"... Give me a break. I'm not 3 years old, I don't fall for all these shit from your ass.
I don't get it okay, it's love that makes the world go round, not looks. The existent of this kind of brute/swine (lol) is the reason to why people became anti-social, the reason to why people have low self-esteem. It's not a crime to be ugly nor fat. Why can't you "perfect-looking" people give a damn to those ugly people!? It's not like they owe you a piece of your meat. Please, try to put your good-looking self into the less unfortunate people's shoes and know how they feel. It's not their fault that they're born ugly.
I know you people won't, because just like what I've said. You monsters have got no heart. So yeah, if you stupid beings got no heart, what do you call those people who won't even accept the average-looking people? I feel so doubly bad. Are you guys even humans?
I hate you suckers for making me hate myself for who I am. Ya, what's the use of saying when you don't even know how I feel. When you are like only caring for the good-looking people.
This is so personal. You idiots won't get what I mean. So pressurized to love someone who is good-looking when you're not. Because of the fear of letting that someone see how ugly you are. Because that someone might just reject you. Because that someone might be just an idiot, a bastard, a jerk, a 24/7 sucker. I feel so bad for her. And so bad for myself. I hate how things are going right now, I hate it when you talk about meet-ups, I hate it when you say don't mind, I hate it when I don't trust what you said.
Why must you people make the lives of not-good-looking people so miserable. Let's end this topic.
Super Junior was in MTV just now! So much love for Eunhyuk & Sungmin. - I went to do some bulletins just now, I laughed over what I saw. Yet, it's becoming so heartbreaking now come to think of it. I hope what I saw is not you.
♥ This is l-o-v-e, this is s-e-7-e-n. I'm so tired to blog today. Slept at 6.15am, woke up at 8am. My parents brought me to Ngee Ann Polytechnic and town. *yawns*
ChengSheng will be leaving Singapore tomorrow morning :( - Must take care okay. Please remember to bring Patrick home for me! ^^ Don't worry, I won't miss you. But you must miss me okay?! I know you will :D Hahahaha. Don't forget your Yong Jiahao too! :D:D:D:D
Terrible mood, no appetite. All the past experiences made me lose trust in you. I'm living in a real life drama series without a fix ending. "爱情有什么好？爱情会给你东西吃？还是给你衣服穿？" - How true.
I always wanted to tell her something. She always say things like "I don't give a damn to how you people judge me", you know. But does she really means it? I bet with all my white blood cells, not. I honestly hope she'll get crushed under an elephant's leg one day. A disgrace to the female gender. And she's only in primary school, yes I despise primary school students like her. I never had a chance to ask her before this question: Why do you smoke? To act old? To show people that you are brainless and stupid, naive and extremely dumb? Like how old are you? 12? *laughs at her* , she go outside eat buffet she still can get the "children" price leh. Want to act like a grown-up, at least learn how to spell the word "a lot" first eh. Look at the amount of people who dislike her, more than the number of hair on my head man. I don't know how thick her skin is but I'm sure it's around 10cm? She say the exact thing to all her boyfriends, and adding a "but now what I say is true" behind. Oh, meaning that last time she whatever she said to her ex-boyfriends are fake? Excuse me please, go listen to more love songs and grab the lyrics lah, then you won't keep saying the same few things to your billion of boyfriends. And I thought that was common sense.
I ♥ blogging, so much that hey, I'm blogging again. Did you pigs watched 怪物 just now on channel 62/61? Horrible. The show is stupid and extremely gross. Whats with the finger-got-bitten-off part? And I swear that that 怪物 is super duper yucky. If I'm the small boy, I think I rather end my own life.
I'm like so bored that I can feel my skin rotting already. I'm crazy, I feel like talking to your great-grandpa.
He cracks me up all the time. Aw man! Brian Joo is so much love!
- Happiest birthday Hweekeng & Jieyang! ♥ Hello you, him, her, they and that fat ass standing behind you. Shit blogger, this is the third time I'm typing this crap. Curse you blogger.
Freak. This morning I went out of the house and I saw Tao Guang, my primary school friend. He lives near me, so I wasn't surprised at all. The problem is, on Wednesday, I saw him at the MRT station and he gave me that "eeeeyer" look. And on Wednesday night, he messaged me on MSN saying, "I love you". 0_0''' Honestly I did not care. But, today when I saw him, he smiled at me weirdly which actually freaked the hell out of myself.
I met Weiting at Lot one, we settled ourselves down at MacDonald's and started working on our homeworks. Done a few, but not all is complete. Because I'm lazy and I started to sms and daydream. =_=!! The Maths paper is seriously killing us, it's fishy hard lor! T.T? We packed up and left. Walked around and we saw Matthew.
What a disgrace. He "sent us a flying kiss from the escalator" in public. I was so embarrassed that I turned to Weiting and said, "your friend?". ^^;; Went home. Kianhao called me when I was in the bus, seriously I don't have the habit of talking on the phone.
Outside my house. How many cells will die for you to take the lift down to throw all your waste away?! My stupid neighbours. Shit them, shit all of them!!!! :)
Hello love. Let me tell you aye secret yo. :) I just watched 마녀유희 and 김정훈 is freaking ♥! Thumbs-up for the show because of 정훈 오빠 & 한가인 어니 ♥ You probably don't get what I'm talking, because...
#1: You are really dumb. #2: You don't watch K-dramas. #3: You don't read Hangul.
Hahahahaha. Alright alright, shall not torture you and your curiosity level(?) already. The K-drama I watched is 魔女遊戲. "HUH?!?!",you said. LOLS.
There you go. "OHHHH!" you said. *Burst out laughing* 김정훈 is not in this poster. Why?!!!? Duh. Don't know who's 김정훈 because of the above reasons? I'll show you that "korean-fan-girl-killer". But before that, please remember that HE IS MINE.
GAHHHHHHHHH!!! He said "뽀뽀~" if you can't see. And it means "kiss kiss~" ^^;; AWWWWWWWWWW, ain't he adorable? Okay, if you still don't know who he is... maybe I should just tell you that he is "the-yul-goon-from-goong", or Lee Yul.
Still don't know? Don't worry, I don't mind looking for more of his pictures.
See him before? ... Hah! Yes yes, he is my 정훈 오빠! ♥ Oh anyway, the show is hilarious! Oh-the-love! Tune in yo.
And I know you guys miss my TVXQ. Therefore... heres a little treat for you!
Awwww, 뽀뽀! Do you know who is pulling the string at the other end? I bet you know the answer, I mean, the person is the one typing this! (*ahem*) - Anyway, I got to be gone. My cup noodle's awaiting for me to gobble it all up! (so much for bringing my appetite back...). ^^, Dexter smsed me and I think I'm going to fly to the sky.♥
